Updates

I don't update very often but I hope you guys still care or something. Things are ok around here. My nephew was born about a month ago and we're all fairly well adjusted I guess. I've got a lot going on with school and dance has started again. Life is ok I guess. I mean there is still a lot I have to deal with and a lot I'm responsible for as well. My mom is being mean and my dad is being annoying but overall I'm getting along with them better. I've been job hunting for about a month now and no on has called me back or anything. It's very frustrating. My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost a year now and that makes me very happy. Uhm. I'm not really sure what else to say but I wanted to kind of keep you guys updated. Let me know if you need to or want to talk. Just because I don't know who reads this or know you personally doesn't mean I don't want to talk to you.

Stay true and stay lovely c;
~Yoursforever~

Lifelifelifelife

Doesn't seem like when life is going downhill sometimes you're just so easy to please? Life has been pretty rough in terms of... Well, everything lately. I've slowly gotten used to the fact I'm going to be an aunt but I still don't like her. Eating right is hard but I'm at least avoiding gluten like I need to. Keeping it to the things I've talked about on here. Last night I was on Omegle (yeah, I know) and I was drinking (get off my case!). Some random stranger sat there and talked to me for hours, just keeping me company and talking about anything in the world. He was such a nice guy. I'm really glad that there are some nice guys out there (not all guys are mean!). So here I am to just kind of say thank you to my new friend Wyatt and to all who are reading this I want to ask you to do something nice for someone today and tomorrow and everyday after that. It doesn't have to be something big or time consuming but it might just make a huge difference in the other person's day and it sure will make you feel good.

Keep on rolling through and enjoy life. 

~Yoursforever~

Fitness

As we all know overall fitness has became a huge problem in America. A lot of people, including myself, are overweight. That's why, starting yesterday, I had started a personal program to get healthier. I've eaten a lot better than I had in the past and there for a while I was moving around more. Summer has hit full force and I'm just kind of sitting here and eating whatever fast easy food there is in the house. Not  anymore. Even if I'm on the computer I stand and walk around and move more just so I don't sit in one spot for hours on end. I do the daily exercises that I've found that work for me and even if I just tone my muscles it's better than what it was. I'm hoping to loose 5-20 pounds in the near future. I haven't set  a date or an exact goal because that makes this feel like a diet or a total body makeover. I'm fairly happy with the way I look but I'm not as healthy as I could be. I want working out every day to be a lifestyle and not his a "fad" a "thing" to live by to loose the fat on my body. I hope this inspires you to do something to make your life healthier or it just brings all that I said here to attention. 

Stay healthy and be good to your body. That includes eating healthy!!

~Yoursforever~

Dreams and Babies and.... Kitties?

So most of the time I have a terrible time remembering what I dream about. I'm not sure how many of you do too but I find it quite frustrating. I woke up about half an hour ago and I remember mine quite well for once. It was all about my person. I switched perspectives occasionally. There were quite a few people I knew though. Things were very different. Apparently I was really powerful and I was pregnant. There were no adults around but one showed up later. People had all sorts of weapons but no guns or like real accurate projectiles. There were two teams- those who wanted to protect me and my pregnancy and those who tried to physically make me loose the baby normally by trauma to the stomach but I ended up killing them all off and kept hiding from place to place until I settled down for a bit and the powerful adult mentioned earlier came and had a talk with me (the boy I was being protected by before the perspective switch here) and the pregnant woman (previously me). I ran and she did too and eventually he caught us. He just wanted to talk about something. No trouble no nothing. We did, we walked back towards the house we had be in when he visited. So yeah. Very vivid dream. I remember killing a lot of people I know and some other unimportant little details. It was nice to remember for a change so I thought I would share. If you have a hard time remembering your dreams then maybe keep a dream journal. Do you guys have any dreams you remember really well? I'm curious to see if it's just me.

Here's my sleepy kitty Oliver because this is about sleep and dreams so why not have it be about kitties too!

Dream on and sleep well!

~Yoursforever~

Father's Day (Possibly Second Mother's Day)

Today I saw that a lot of people were very unhappy and sad that others were without fathers. If you have a single mother that plays both roles in your life maybe you should call it a second Mother's Day so she still feels appreciated for everything she has done for you. If you have your dad I suggest you show him how much you love him in any way you can. Me, I made my dad breakfast, bought him two of his favorite sodas, and made him a bracelet that I tied to the two sodas. He's very happy and I'm glad. It doesn't have to be big or expensive. That's not what the day is about. So, spend some time with your dad if you can. Maybe turn it into a father so fishing trip with your dad, you, and your son. It's up to you. Have a wonderful day guys! I will be gone all week and I'll post again when I can.

~Yoursforever~

Happenings of Life

Here lately there has been so much going on. School is out for the summer, we're closer to Megan having her baby, I'm leaving for the next week to go to his awesome Christian camp that I love, I've been planning meals and outfits for the week. There's cooking, cleaning, laundry, gardening to do. I sound so much like a mom right now it really isn't even funny anymore. I'm just a teenager who has been left to care for herself. I'm home alone as we speak and it can be nice but right now I'm lonely. I have no motivation. I do have tomorrow and a little bit of Sunday to do some of that stuff but that doesn't add any help. Maybe when other people are here for a change I will want to keep busy to avoid doing things with them. We're in the process of changing the dining room into the baby's room. That's not the best idea in my opinion but that's all we have. Megan and Gavin (the baby) might not even live here full time. I've decided that when I can drive I'm going to start to get my things together. I'm not going to open up a bank account or anything so I don't have to have my parents' name on it. I'll wait the extra two years and just do it that way if I can. BUT. That's beside the point right now. The point is that things are getting busy and of course things go wrong. It turns out I'm super allergic to poison ivy. Yeah. Who knew? Not us. I got it on my hands when my dad was using the weed whacker and I rubbed my eyes later that day when I got tired. I tend to do that a lot. So it spread to my eyes, my nose, my cheeks, eventually my whole face, arms, hands, and part of my stomach. I ended up going to the hospital for the fear it would get in my eyes and affect my vision or go down my throat and cause problems there. So the doctor gave me these nasty pills instead of the shot that my regular doctor and my mom knew I needed. I'm slowly healing from it. The few days after I started taking the medicine I just slept and slept and slept, letting it work. (Plus your body tends to heal faster while you sleep) Now that I have things to get done before camp I just can't get going. So here I am, blogging when there is laundry to be done, bags to be packed, and food to be cooked and packed, things along the lines of that. In an attempt to get motivated I'm going to go and do some laundry then make some dinner for those who will be home before too long, and then pack the food and clothes I can pack right now. Until I'm back again: Laundry.


~Yoursforever~

Late

Yes, I know I'm late with EVERYTHING. I haven't posted in forever but here's the deal. My life is super stressful right now. My brother is going to have a baby with his girlfriend/fiance in September. As of right now both of them are in high school so that's not the best situation. I really don't like her and I don't like the idea of them having a baby or getting married. It's going to happen if I like it or not so what's the point of bothering with it? There really isn't any but I still don't like it and it makes me so mad sometimes. With this in mind I push through the hard times and enjoy the good ones.

Stay strong and keep fighting on.

~Yoursforever~