Sunday, December 23, 2012


Kso along with those mushy feeling in the last post I'm super duper hyper! I had coffee at like 8 pm (!) and it's 1 am and I'm not even tired. I have no idea why not. Normally I am super tired. Ask Lexie. lololol. Well I'm just randomly typing away on here with not a whole lot to say anymore. I miss my friends already this break. I need to keep up with my dancing and reading on break too but so far I haven't done well with either. I need to catch back up with a few people too. Spend time with my family. I really need to clean my room too. And I have to make most of our Christmas dinner too so that should be fun. (not). I mean I love to cook (what Italians don't? lol) but I can't stand to be in he kitchen with other people. Our kitchen is kind of big but we have this huge table in the middle so we don't have a whole lot of room to move otherwise. If there are two people in there trying to do something it doesn't work. I get mad, throw a hissy fit, and refuse to work in there. it's actually kind of funny if you ask me! I mean I do work better alone no matter what. I hate people most days. I will be nice to them and all but if I can get out of working with them I will. The kitchen is no excuse. I don't use the not liking to work with people to get them out of the kitchen though. Sometimes it is better to work with someone in the kitchen. Other times it's not... Most of the time it is not.

Well, I don't want to keep you up. Maybe you're reading this right before bed or something.

Just keep baking and working on not being misanthropic



P.S- The picture is the coffee I had :)

5 O'clock In The Morning

Ok so it's not 5 in the morning but that gets me started with the topic for this post: songs. It's about 1 in the morning and I'm hyper yet there are some things I really really need to get off my chest. Here lately I've been going strong with my boyfriend and I love it but no matter what it seems that there is always that one song that gives you the chills, makes you think of them, melts you heart, ect... Well. The first time I went over to his house we had to watch a movie that his younger sisters could watch so we chose Tarzan. At the end the screen goes black and "You'll Be In My Heart" by Phil Collins comes on and he just held me really close and murmured the words softly. Just loud enough for me to hear it. Now no matter how stressed, how upset, how alone I am I can think of that moment, listen to that song, and just relax. It makes me feel better. I think that's the moment I really knew him and I were going to last a long time. We've only made it to a little under 2 months now but it'll hopefully go for a lot longer than that. Hopefully your life is going this fine so close to Christmas/the holidays.

Keep calm and listen on.

Happy Holidays


Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Just a thought

I was thinking about life the other day and how much dance has affected it. That's when I remembered I had written this a while ago. I figured I'd share it.

Standing there in the spotlight,
waiting for the music to start,
for the adrenaline to pulse through my veins,
for the dancing to begin.
I live for this.
 Breath slowly as your head begins to spin
and all eyes are on you.

In a split second it's all over.
Standing ovation.
My job here is done.

Along with that I realize I don't post much on here. I have kept a notebook full of stuff I want to put on here but it would take some time. I'd put the date I'd written it and even the time so I can put it on here for you guys to read. My life has been super crazy lately as it normally is in December. Comment and tell me if you want me to put up these entries that I have written throughout my day at school in the the past few weeks.

Keep in touch.